3."NOT" LOVE..ACTUALLY
Saras was great.He understood me well and the way he cared it melted me.
I was growing mad on him.
Classes were awesome and I had made a good deal of friends also.I was happy in my new life as I was living my dream-the dream to be a software engineer!But somewhere or the other I was also putting my foot on a different path;a path that I had decided to walk with Saras.
5th October,2012;he had his birthday just the day next.
I planned to do something really special for him.
I sent him 18 messages each telling something about his personality and how I loved his way of talking to me.I knew he would like it and he did.The 19th message was "happy birthday Saras.... will you be my best friend .. forever?" and i sent it just at 12 a.m and called him just after that as he wished someday I would wish him 1st on his birthday.Fortunately,I was there for him.
All his friends wished him and I was still on hold.
And then he came back to me and said, "Sorry,I kept you waiting!".
"Ahh,not a big deal.It's your birthday dude.Don't say all those rubbish.Fine give me my answer!Quick."
"Oh,do you really don't know the answer?I would love to be such an important part of your life Ipsha. And thanks for making it the best birthday ever for me."
"It's not the end Saras.You'll have a lot of surprises tomorrow.You are coming naa?"
"yep,that's for a sure .I am waiting to see you soon.But Papa was..."
"Saras, you don't need to be tensed.Promise me you will allow me to spend all on your birthday.Please yaar, itna to haq banta hai mera."
"No Ipsha,that's not right.Please,I can't."
"Oh!you just come tomorrow.Bye"
"Ipsha..."
"What?"
"Thanks yaar.You understand me so well.You are like an angel to me.You know it very well that I loved you still you cared for me all the time and kept our friendship alive.I have been restricting myself from telling you something since three years,can't bear any more."
My heart skipped a bit and started beating faster.I could hear the bits.I had no courage to hear what he wanted to speak.I was confused and I didn't want to hurt him by saying a NO.He loved me,madly and I just knew 1 thing that I didn't want to lose him.But i didn't know if it was Love.
He took a deep breath and as he was just beginning to speak I interrupted and said,"Saras,it's late yaar.I am sleepy."
"Ohh! ok ok.Fine.It's already 1a.m.You may be tired.Fine then see you tomorrow."
"Ahh,sure.Bye"
"Ipsha,just a request.Never say a bye.Please.Good night.Waiting to see you tomorrow."
"Ha ha ha.Ohk.Good night."
I was confused about what I was feeling but at the end I smiled. I smiled a lot and then took a deep breath and slept.
I was growing mad on him.
Classes were awesome and I had made a good deal of friends also.I was happy in my new life as I was living my dream-the dream to be a software engineer!But somewhere or the other I was also putting my foot on a different path;a path that I had decided to walk with Saras.
5th October,2012;he had his birthday just the day next.
I planned to do something really special for him.
I sent him 18 messages each telling something about his personality and how I loved his way of talking to me.I knew he would like it and he did.The 19th message was "happy birthday Saras.... will you be my best friend .. forever?" and i sent it just at 12 a.m and called him just after that as he wished someday I would wish him 1st on his birthday.Fortunately,I was there for him.
All his friends wished him and I was still on hold.
And then he came back to me and said, "Sorry,I kept you waiting!".
"Ahh,not a big deal.It's your birthday dude.Don't say all those rubbish.Fine give me my answer!Quick."
"Oh,do you really don't know the answer?I would love to be such an important part of your life Ipsha. And thanks for making it the best birthday ever for me."
"It's not the end Saras.You'll have a lot of surprises tomorrow.You are coming naa?"
"yep,that's for a sure .I am waiting to see you soon.But Papa was..."
"Saras, you don't need to be tensed.Promise me you will allow me to spend all on your birthday.Please yaar, itna to haq banta hai mera."
"No Ipsha,that's not right.Please,I can't."
"Oh!you just come tomorrow.Bye"
"Ipsha..."
"What?"
"Thanks yaar.You understand me so well.You are like an angel to me.You know it very well that I loved you still you cared for me all the time and kept our friendship alive.I have been restricting myself from telling you something since three years,can't bear any more."
My heart skipped a bit and started beating faster.I could hear the bits.I had no courage to hear what he wanted to speak.I was confused and I didn't want to hurt him by saying a NO.He loved me,madly and I just knew 1 thing that I didn't want to lose him.But i didn't know if it was Love.
He took a deep breath and as he was just beginning to speak I interrupted and said,"Saras,it's late yaar.I am sleepy."
"Ohh! ok ok.Fine.It's already 1a.m.You may be tired.Fine then see you tomorrow."
"Ahh,sure.Bye"
"Ipsha,just a request.Never say a bye.Please.Good night.Waiting to see you tomorrow."
"Ha ha ha.Ohk.Good night."
I was confused about what I was feeling but at the end I smiled. I smiled a lot and then took a deep breath and slept.
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