7.POST BREAKUP.....I WAS BACK
I cried alone but I had my friends to lend me their shoulders.I always said that I needed no-one but everyone was around me, and somewhere I was happy being released from the dark past.Those daily fights that ended with depression,those loud shouts on me,all had stopped.
I missed all the special moments with him.I had stopped myself from being socially active also.
Ashu,my best friend who always knew what I needed,asked me to spend time on facebook.
I went online and sat upto 1a.m in the night.I had some friends who chatted with me regularly and they always had one question to ask about-My Breakup story.
I was disgusted.And there was Daksh who was the only one who asked me to take my past as a joke and forget that.It was impossible for me. It was a part of my life and it had taught me a great deal of things.
I hated chatting with Daksh and so avoided him.But he did come to induce me to forget my past as if it was his business.He used to sit and give me morals till late nights even during his exams.He asked for my phone number but I had lost the capability to trust anyone,so I never accepted his request.
Chatting with him became a continuous routine for me.Even when I used to go home during holidays,we used to keep chatting till dinner.We had become good friends.But I never heard his voice.He used to end the conversation with asking me my number and I would end it by saying a no.
It was my last day of summer holidays.I was already feeling homesick.I was getting ready to sleep. Daksh's messages were still beeping on my phone.There was something weird.
'I wanted to say u something.'
'What?'
'U knw wat,I used to like you during college days.'
'Oh,dats k. we r friends now.'
'Ryt.U r my closest friend now.'
He asked me to be his closest friend.Though I had a sense to stay away from him but I had agreed to be his closest friend.
I was surprised by what he was saying.
I asked,'But y did u like me?'.
'U were talented,beautiful and were great.Dat's y I loved you.'
'What?'
'Sry,I liked you.'
'K gud nyt.Need to sleep now.'
'Ur number plz.Don't deny yaar.'
'Ok.9734567898.Call me tomorrow ONLY ok'
'Oh sure.Thnq.Sweet dreams.Bye'
I still couldn't believe myself.I did give him my number.But why?
Daksh was weird but he always tried to make me out of my sadness,without any reason.He was a no-one to me but somewhere it felt like I meant everything to him.
I was happy. Daksh had become a special friend with whom I could share all my feelings.
At the end of the day,I was wearing a smile .....
.......that was gifted to me
........by Daksh!!
I cried alone but I had my friends to lend me their shoulders.I always said that I needed no-one but everyone was around me, and somewhere I was happy being released from the dark past.Those daily fights that ended with depression,those loud shouts on me,all had stopped.
I missed all the special moments with him.I had stopped myself from being socially active also.
Ashu,my best friend who always knew what I needed,asked me to spend time on facebook.
I went online and sat upto 1a.m in the night.I had some friends who chatted with me regularly and they always had one question to ask about-My Breakup story.
I was disgusted.And there was Daksh who was the only one who asked me to take my past as a joke and forget that.It was impossible for me. It was a part of my life and it had taught me a great deal of things.
I hated chatting with Daksh and so avoided him.But he did come to induce me to forget my past as if it was his business.He used to sit and give me morals till late nights even during his exams.He asked for my phone number but I had lost the capability to trust anyone,so I never accepted his request.
Chatting with him became a continuous routine for me.Even when I used to go home during holidays,we used to keep chatting till dinner.We had become good friends.But I never heard his voice.He used to end the conversation with asking me my number and I would end it by saying a no.
It was my last day of summer holidays.I was already feeling homesick.I was getting ready to sleep. Daksh's messages were still beeping on my phone.There was something weird.
'I wanted to say u something.'
'What?'
'U knw wat,I used to like you during college days.'
'Oh,dats k. we r friends now.'
'Ryt.U r my closest friend now.'
He asked me to be his closest friend.Though I had a sense to stay away from him but I had agreed to be his closest friend.
I was surprised by what he was saying.
I asked,'But y did u like me?'.
'U were talented,beautiful and were great.Dat's y I loved you.'
'What?'
'Sry,I liked you.'
'K gud nyt.Need to sleep now.'
'Ur number plz.Don't deny yaar.'
'Ok.9734567898.Call me tomorrow ONLY ok'
'Oh sure.Thnq.Sweet dreams.Bye'
I still couldn't believe myself.I did give him my number.But why?
Daksh was weird but he always tried to make me out of my sadness,without any reason.He was a no-one to me but somewhere it felt like I meant everything to him.
I was happy. Daksh had become a special friend with whom I could share all my feelings.
At the end of the day,I was wearing a smile .....
.......that was gifted to me
........by Daksh!!
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